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Driving my self crazy. There is no winning with the relationship im in. Trust has been broken and I have become mentally and emotionally unstable. Every time he leaves I cant help but see bad things in my head. If we stay together ill always be afraid of what he might be doing when im not around or when he gets upset, but if we break up we will both be so heart broken. I dont want to cry and have bad dreams anymore but I don’t want to let him go.

The cutest! #boyfriend #nephew #ManCrushMonday #mcm #handsome #inlove #toocute #NapTime #myfavorite

The cutest! #boyfriend #nephew #ManCrushMonday #mcm #handsome #inlove #toocute #NapTime #myfavorite

Happy birthday to my oldest sister, my doppelganger and some times mom! I know I can be a really big pain in the ass and be so immature and annoying but as your baby sister thats my job. Over the years my thankfulness just grows. You have done so much for me over the years from being coming on school trips, to doing my hair and make up for prom and always being my role model. I dont say it enough so what better time to tell you how wonderful you are then on your day<3 I love you (Old Lady) #Sister #sissy #Big #Little #twin #Doppelganger #HappyBirthday #ILoveYou #RoleModel #FamilyFirst

Happy birthday to my oldest sister, my doppelganger and some times mom! I know I can be a really big pain in the ass and be so immature and annoying but as your baby sister thats my job. Over the years my thankfulness just grows. You have done so much for me over the years from being coming on school trips, to doing my hair and make up for prom and always being my role model. I dont say it enough so what better time to tell you how wonderful you are then on your day<3 I love you (Old Lady) #Sister #sissy #Big #Little #twin #Doppelganger #HappyBirthday #ILoveYou #RoleModel #FamilyFirst

My life is bright because of this smile and 5 others.. #Aunty #DeeDee #nephew #babysitter #nanny #old #cute #hotties #HeGotItFromHisDeeDee #Smiles

My life is bright because of this smile and 5 others.. #Aunty #DeeDee #nephew #babysitter #nanny #old #cute #hotties #HeGotItFromHisDeeDee #Smiles

What I do when I cant sleep. Little Mermaid life. #Redahair #Mermaidmakeup #mermaid #boredom #datface #ew #greeneyes #merp

What I do when I cant sleep. Little Mermaid life. #Redahair #Mermaidmakeup #mermaid #boredom #datface #ew #greeneyes #merp

My man made me dinner tonight. Soo yummy! #babyboy #mymancancook #luckybitch #truelove #lovemyman #chickenparm #pasta

My man made me dinner tonight. Soo yummy! #babyboy #mymancancook #luckybitch #truelove #lovemyman #chickenparm #pasta

I have the MOST AMAZING Boyfriend. He doesnt just tell me her loves me but he shows it. Im a very lucky girl. #ValentinesDay #HappyGirl #JuicyCouture #Watch #Roses #RedRoses #PinkRoses #WhiteRoses #cards #TwoCards #inlove #taken #MyBoyfriendaisBetterThanYours #amazing &lt;3 @lilryder81

I have the MOST AMAZING Boyfriend. He doesnt just tell me her loves me but he shows it. Im a very lucky girl. #ValentinesDay #HappyGirl #JuicyCouture #Watch #Roses #RedRoses #PinkRoses #WhiteRoses #cards #TwoCards #inlove #taken #MyBoyfriendaisBetterThanYours #amazing <3 @lilryder81

My boyfriend is the best. Early Valentines day gift. #Spoild #JuciyCouture #Watch #purple #loveit #boyfriend #taken #happygirl #thankful I love you @lilryder81

My boyfriend is the best. Early Valentines day gift. #Spoild #JuciyCouture #Watch #purple #loveit #boyfriend #taken #happygirl #thankful I love you @lilryder81

Made a new friend thats likes making fun of stupid bimbos who color in the lines rather then scribble on the page. #girlies #cosmicbowling #funnight #bimboes #wtfdoesthisevenmean #cuties #ladygaga

Made a new friend thats likes making fun of stupid bimbos who color in the lines rather then scribble on the page. #girlies #cosmicbowling #funnight #bimboes #wtfdoesthisevenmean #cuties #ladygaga

Im gonna rise like the break of dawn. #workout #motivated #summerhereicome #getinshape #nopainnogain #before #itsnevertolatetostart #joke #fitchick #fitness

Im gonna rise like the break of dawn. #workout #motivated #summerhereicome #getinshape #nopainnogain #before #itsnevertolatetostart #joke #fitchick #fitness